Expression

Knowing that I get to express myself on this blog has opened up a world of possibilities and brainstorming of things I can do despite being homebound recovering.   It is a wonderful feeling that I have freedom like this.  I hope you get to feel the degree of elation I feel right now.  This freedom has opened up creativity, positivity, and a sense of self-worth.  After I started this blog last night, the overthinking stopped.  I have goals and ideas now that can be expressed and executed productively. Forgive me for being industrious, but that's how I was raised.  It feels good to create, to produce, to do projects and come out with an outcome.  People say that its the journey that is important and should be cherished.  I was raised in a household where the destination meant more.  Standards were high.  Competition among the siblings was high.  Old school teachers as parents molded us that way.  Take it or leave it.  

Re-Learning Me

Relieved I can be

Free to think clearly, to realize 

Having willpower

To heal is all in my 

Desire to return to me.

Creativity Comes to Me

Creativity =

Honestly, naturally,

Comes quickly to me

Especially on defense

Or making a solid point

Engaging

The reasons I don't

Engage are because I gave

So much while young to 

Forced interests and people.

Winning now: Boundaries now.